All I'm saying is, be grateful for what God has given to you. I'm standing here, know you as this intelligent, logical person with high taste. You're more than this. If this is your real final choice, I sincerely respect you, maybe this is God's way for you, but what a shame to let all of those got-by-hard-work talents go to waste. And if you really know who I am, I'm sorry for my words, but really, what a shame