May 2012
5 posts
Post-Lonely-ism-Syndrome
Another word that I just found .. I cant find any other word to describe my current situation but that.
I never thought being lonely is such a bad thing, I am lonely almost 80% of my entire 18 years of life spent with loneliness.
Ever since I was a toddler, my mom was busy with her university, so was my dad.
Elementary school, my dad was very busy with his job, and he went to South Africa for...
What am I doing?
I knew that I always say that Invitation for National University Placement Test is nothing but bullcrap, but deep inside of me I did think about that.
Sometime I feel like, maybe, just maybe these competitions I won will be appreciated. somehow.
Because inside of this winning face, there’s a tired body, a tired a mind, and exhausted soul. Sometime, I wonder if any of those will pay off.
...
Questions that were given to me on the final round...
I propose a new idealistic “Media” controlling system, for Indonesia and other South East Asian Nations in order to maintain our young age mental and moral development. To re-build Eastern values, and to unite the post-imperialism countries, to be one.
3 questions were given to me, against my proposal :
1. you gave a proposal that meant to give barrier to creativity and freedom...
April 2012
8 posts
DEATH
Yes, a very interesting topic. I’ve wanted to write this since 3 weeks ago, but silly me keep on forgetting what I was about to write. So i force my brain to work this time. Why is the condition where an organism stop working is such a big thing to some and meaningless to others?
Different faiths and different religions have different reactions toward death. I believe that death means so...
“Being weird is acceptable, being evil isnt.”
– Prof. Widjajono Partowidagdo
If you want me to follow you, please kindly tell...
I’d love to follow you (unless you post tons of K-Pop stars, yes, I have to set everything straight between us)
It was only a kiss, how did it end up like this?
Budak Dunia
Satu pensil, satu pulpen, satu botol, dan sebuah sisir.
Berikan aku inspirasi yang berarti, tolong dong.
Perutku ini keroncongan, kelaparan 3 hari 2 malam.
Aku sedang diet, diet potong karbohidrat ..
Diet Potong waktu hidupku ini.
Diet biar menjadi cantik.
Diet biar makin dekat dengan mati.
Ada gadis gendut buruk rupa di hadapanku.
Itu gadis selalu membuatku marah.
Lalu ketika akan ku...
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Is it True that being Skinnny is All You've Ever...
Today I read about an article that said Governments in several countries had taken action toward Anorexia and Bulimia. The action was to ban extremely skinny models from their media. Even thou the Fashion Industry wouldnt be 100% agree with the idea, but however the number of Anorexia and Bulimia for young girls in the age of 14-25 keeps on growing and almost reach the number of 2% of the young...
March 2012
12 posts
Rio de Janeiro, it's magical
You guys must understand the level of joy we got every time we had some crazy-fun imaginations. Those things are the best, and that’s also the easiest way to create a fun writing. What you need is a pen near by, some papers, and voila, start writing as soon as your head create wild imaginations.
Okay, so what’s happening inside of my equilibrium right now is that I am processing John...
allnamestakenfuckoffjpg-deactiv asked: oh god, i made a tumblr and dont know what to write at all :D yeah i know this is not a question but im just a rebel like that!
Happy Birthday to Me :D
due to my suckies last term exam my birthday celebration had to be postponed until Saturday. But I had one of the best birthday in my life :D
it was GRReat! some of my friends from my junior high school came, my bestfriends in senior high school came too .. we had a great dinner at Hanamasa, after my parents and my family leaved, we continued it at DaPla.
We cut the cake and we gave it away to...
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A Letter to my Heart
From: Ms. Hermanadi
to: the abstract heart that complicates things 15th of March, 2012 ..
hello heart, not the literal heart where we pump blood into our vessels. but our abstract heart, a place that we like to imagine as where our emotions got mix up.
i havent used you for a while, and by the way I am saying it .. you...
Happy Birthday beeba, from your past :)
hello tumblr, i was 15 when i started to post things on tumblr.
now, i am on the edge of becoming a 18th year old girl.
i am gonna ramble for the next few minutes now.
i dont know, being 18, kinda big .. i guess. it’s closer to 20, closer to your death (emo girl alert) .. but it’s true, thou :)
being 18 means i can buy ciggies, i can buy liquor on stores, watching 18+ movies,...
Marcel told me that when I reached 30, and still single he’d marry me right away.
so Jason said when i reached 29 and still single he’d marry me right away.
what if i dont want to get married?
Reblog if no one has a crush on you.
February 2012
21 posts
How Long Distance Works
I dont believe in long distance relationship. I fucking hate it, to be honest with you..
God, I hate listening to those stories where the girl seduced by a nice-warm-loving guy on her side,
or the Guy found a sensible-yet-caring girl on his side ..
I fucking hate those kind of stories, those kind of stories are bringing my wall down .. hahahaha
But then, one of my friend’s parents...
Aku Mau Sajak yang Acak saja!
Hey, aku menjadi acak ..
acak-acak-acak dan berterbangan
ayo, cepat ditangkap sebelum menjadi gila!
Ayo, cepat ditulis sebelum lepas mengudara!
Ini barisan kata tapi tak ada upaya ..
Aku muntahkan saja semua isi otak ini langsung dijadikan pigura ..
Berhenti! Jangan berani-berani kamu berpikir
ini arena bebas susah, disini hanya yang gampang-gampang saja
Janganlah sibuk berpikir, sudah...
Starting is easy, Stopping is easy .. Starting...
When I decided to start all over again my heart yelled at me .. My heart told me about the experiences it had to suffer, the pain that hadnt healed, the truth that had to be covered, the sadness that will remain there forever.
When I decided to start all over again my brain shouted NO! My brain told me about the calculation it made, that it’s possible to suffer the same exact thing all over...
Anonymous asked: its always fascinating and also frighten to talk to you, at the same time. more and more im feeling that you might be already more than just a friend for me. more important than that. your words and your attention are like balm on my soul. nevermind how busy i am when you write me, im always happy and never feel like ignoring your messages. please stay how you are, a wonderful friend to me and a...
shinhaein asked: hi little sweet ;) wow i love ur tumblr . i've read your the tips about how to lose weight, anyhoo it's fascinating, seriously. but i would like to share with u as well - if u don't mind- i also in program in losing some weight and i lose from 55 to 45 in a month. but somehow i feel awkward due to if lose weight fast u will get it back instantly in order 2 avoid that i do cardio...
Inspired, Destroyed, or Ignored ...
Ketika kita membaca tulisan yang bagus maka kita jadi ingin menulis yang bagus. Ketika kita menonton film yang bagus maka kita jadi ingin membuat film yang bagus.
That’s human, a never ending cycle of inspiration. Makanya, tidak ada hal yang benar-benar original. Kecuali Tuhan, karena Tuhan memulai disaat tidak ada satupun yang memulai. Moving on ..
Berkarya adalah suatu kegiatan yang...
Hello seniors, how's your night?
This post goes to all seniors or 12 graders :)
Tapi ada seorang anonymous yang bilang bahwa gue harus lebih rajin nulis pake bahasa Indonesia, so be it, I am gonna write in Bahasa Indonesia .. Bismillah :
Seniors, sekarang ini senyum dari kalian banyak yang palsu. Bukan gue accusing bahwa kalian satu-satu itu munafik, tapi senyum kalian (termasuk gue) adalah cara untuk bersembunyi dari...
January 2012
59 posts
“Cheating? that’s easy. Try, committing, you’ll shit bricks.”
– Beeba
Simple Logic, you forgot about it, it never...
Beeba: I have something very important to tell!
Yuwius: What is it?
Beeba: ... (suddenly forgot)
Yuwius: whaat?
Beeba: I forgot ..
Yuwius: try to remember it then!
Beeba: no, if I forgot it that means whatever it was, it was not that important so that my brain decided not to keep it anyway ..
Yuwius: oh, I see ..
Le Dad and I were eating pretzels
Dad: so you love pretzels, huh? Me too. (eating cinnamon pretzels)
Beeba: cool, I love pretzels.(eating cinnamon pretzels)
Dad: do you know that the Jews invented pretzels?
Beeba: they did? well I still love pretzels anyway.
Dad: yeah, me too .. you are just like me.
Anonymous asked: Gimana caranya kamu lost 12kg dlm 2 bln? aku aja lost 10 kg udah mengap2 langsung penyakitan. Ati2 loh kamu kan udah cantiiiik. R U Anorexic? Eh btw sering2 posting pake Bahasa Indo dong ;;)
