January 2012
58 posts
I should really stick with the thing I am really...
NOTHING
Why did God create the poor, the bad, and the...
I sometime wonder, why didnt God create everyone equally …
He had the power to turn all those orphans in Somalia to have parents.
He had the power to make those hungry people in the savanna is full with food ..
but why? Why didnt He do that?
Is that true that God is A Subject which is so cruel and evil and He likes to watch others suffer?
But I can feel His love and blessings .. Do...
Anonymous asked: Hi there, this is Lara again. can I have your email? maybe we can share some story via email.. (ps : I will continue my note soon -tomorrow). God bless you :)
Anonymous asked: just change our point of view, food makes us healthy and beautiful (but keep your daily meal and activity is healthy). until now, I can enjoy cookies and cheese cake without being fat :D and the most important thing, whatever I looks like, God always love me the way I am because God has created me perfectly :D I love being chubby *it's just my opinion ;)
Step by Step of My (kinda dangerous) but Fun Diet!
1. You must be able to think that being skinny is the best thing you’ve ever wanted.
2. You must never eat rice .. even though it’s delicious, it’s your mortal enemy.
3. Make something you love as your bet. For example, I’ve sworn that I would never eat any cheesecake until I reach 45 kg. And until now I never eat cheese cake.
4. When you are hungry, DRINK. dont...
Dear everyone who asked, I lost 12 kgs in 2...
True Story
Anonymous asked: I heard you were on a diet .. Did it work?
A very short phone call
Beeba: Hello
Yulius: Hello, there
Beeba: I just want to tell you that .. I have dinosaurs stickers on my laptop.
Yulius: where do you get those?
Beeba: I was cleaning my room, and I found it .. there is a Ultrasaurus, Brontosaurus, and the weird unidentified dinosaur that looks like Godzilla.
Yulius: great, I'll see them when I am in Bandung ..
Beeba: oh, and I saw a triceratops on Gramedia..
Yulius: A triceratops? cool.
Beeba: okay, dear .. that's all I am going to say. Good luck on your chores. I love you.
Yulius: I love you too. (kisses)
(click. phone off)
TERLALU BANYAK PICISAN YANG GUE BACA MENGATAS...
Sastra juga butuh keindahan, ya .. bukan leyeh-leyeh terus dengan bangga mengatas namakan sastra ke setiap tulisan yang sudah ada.
Jangan sok sok sastrawan kalau anda masih binatang purba, masih pra-sejarah, atau masih di paleolitikum.
Bukannya saya angkuh, tapi memang saya pongah kalau soal sastra. Maklum, orang Sumatera.
Saya sih bukan sastrawan, tapi demi nama Tuhan kita yang sama .. bahasa...
That awkward moment when I turned out to be...
haha just kiddin’
A Small Reunion Between Two Jerks
Jason: hi there, long time not talk ..
Beeba: Yeah, it's been a while .. (awkward)
Jason: you know what, there's something i got to tell you
Beeba: me too .. but, you can go first
Jason: I still like you, you know .. i thought by leaving you it could change my heart .. but the moment I saw you walking into this room, I lightened up .. I feel like, I am in highschool again.
Beeba: That's just some light-romance that happened in reunions. Dont be fooled by that kind of sorcery. (laugh)
Jason: about that thing, you were gonna tell me .. what is that?
Beeba: I miss you, buddy. I wish that we can stay friends.
Jason: so that you can friendzone me forever? ha ha ha .. no thankyou
Beeba: seriously? is that the only thing that came out of your mind when it comes to opposite sex friendship?
Jason: well, it always lead everyone there, okay? it's whether one of us is in love with the other, or both of us are in love, or bad timing of being in love and shits like that ..
Beeba: wow, Jason, sometime there are situations where .. friends just stay friends, because that's the way it is ..
Jason: you currently didnt stay friends with your current boyfriend, right?
Beeba: well, that's just the matter of timing. You never properly asking me out or something like that. You always treated me as one of your mate, so I thought we were just hopeless in romantic terms.
Jason: shit, cant believe that kind of things happened. well, you wanna go out with me?
Beeba: that's very tempting. but I have to say no to that .. it's just gonna leave us heartbroken at the end, oh, and there will be also a collateral damage .. which is my boyfriend.
Jason: I already know you'd say that. well, how long have you 2 been together?
Beeba: 1.5 years. lots of shit happened thou, but still together ..
Jason: damn it, I wish I had something like that. I knew that you'd be a good girlfriend.
Beeba: ha ha ha .. I am such a terrible partner, everyone knows that ..
Jason: 2 years separated, and now we are talking about serious shits .. cant believe that I feel so, mature. and so are you ..
Beeba: yeah, that's true. I was in 10th grade back then .. I was very emotionally unstable, well, I think I still am emotionally unstable ..
Jason: both of us are .. perhaps right now, we know how to control it .. and we finally have the guts to talk ..
Beeba: it creeps me out that we talk like this thou .. say something stupid .
Jason: Boobs and vagina
Beeba: penis and scrotum
Jason: yep, we are back
Beeba: hell yeah, we are back!
*hug*
" You need to dress better, you always dress like...
THEN, BUY ME A WHOLE NEW WARDROBE THAT WONT MAKE ME LOOK LIKE A SKANK. DO YOU THINK I WASNT TRYING THE WHOLE TIME? LET’S JUST SAY THAT MOST OF MY CLOTHES BELONG TO MY BROTHERS, AND IT USED TO BE LONG PANTS .. BUT SOMETHING HAPPENED .. SOMETHING NAMED “GROWTH” AND SUDDENLY THE LONG PANTS BECAME SHORTS.
True story, guys.
Some people have positive tumblog that brings...
Some people have extremely negative tumblog that brings depression to others.
I guess I am the negative one.
Why the fuck you guys are very annoying?
The thing about family is .. family really knows how to crash and burn you at the same time. Probably at a family meeting, or in dinner time ..
Like for example, they will say stuff like .. ” you are lazy cow, you are ordinary, weird, you are the winner of procrastination award, you are nothing, youu are no one .. ” shits like that..
then I declared that : ” I am not...
Anonymous asked: Um halo. Baca post kamu tentang gak ambil kuliah karna *gak mampu* , sebenernya agak nyelekit juga sih. Dulu aku juga milih ga kuliah. Ya itu diketawain "minimal elo sekolah biar lebih pinter daripada tambah bego" (itu kerasa ditampar banget depan umum keras lagi). Tapi milih ga kuliah ga buruk ko, sepanjang alesan nya masuk akal. Misalnya mau kerja dulu. Toh ga ada org terlambat sekolah...
Anonymous asked: Life's a bitch, but don't let it made you its bitch
Anonymous asked: All I'm saying is, be grateful for what God has given to you. I'm standing here, know you as this intelligent, logical person with high taste. You're more than this. If this is your real final choice, I sincerely respect you, maybe this is God's way for you, but what a shame to let all of those got-by-hard-work talents go to waste. And if you really know who I am, I'm...
Anonymous asked: okay, I'm just going to make my point, no bullshit, no playing mr-nice-guy-convincing-you-up because clearly, what you need is a wake-up call. YOU'RE BEING UNGRATEFUL. Usually your posts make me go "yeah, this girl has some strong opinions," but the last? What the fuck? Like, what the hell happened to you? Look, you have tons of talents that not many people have. All you have...
Hello, I am a big bowl of dissapointment ..
Everyone hates me. My parents are disappointed in me.
and aaa .. for years, I always know how to deal with these kind of stuff ..
but I have no idea why I feel so, vulnerable right now.
It’s like my brain stopped to function and bad things rush over good things in my head, and everyday feels like hell.
I’ve stopped meeting my therapist, because meeting her made me feel like a...
God, I really really want to be smart and have...
or a pretty face? You never gave me that neither.
what am I going to do with my life?
Guys, I have decided not to do something ... I've...
mygirlfriendis:
bumblebeebaa:
I will graduate highschool, but I am not going any further than that.
I am not smart enough, I am so stupid I could die. There’s no university that will accept me anyway. so yeah .. I hope that you guys could get great colleges and have a happy life! :)
whaaaaat ???? y u no go to college ?
I dont think I am able to pass the bar of standard. I think...
Guys, I have decided not to do something ... I've...
I will graduate highschool, but I am not going any further than that.
I am not smart enough, I am so stupid I could die. There’s no university that will accept me anyway. so yeah .. I hope that you guys could get great colleges and have a happy life! :)
