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The usual phrase is “every man for themselves.” 

lately I’ve been cogitating on that particular popular phrase and I realized ..

no, the right one is: it’s every woman for themselves. For us, we basically got nobody and we’re okay with it (especially once we got knocked up, cant really depend on our parents and men are basically morons *i have no hatred toward male comrades, but in situations like that … they are*).

it’s been planted in most women’ mindset that we should settle down and depend our lives to our husbands. I wouldnt say that settling down is a mistake, but first of all, first thing first, we women must be educated. We must know about anything and everything. We’re literally on our own. We’re going to be the kind of mom or wife or role models based on ourselves; yes we would be somewhat influenced by our moms or grand-moms or Benazhir Butto hahahaha but still .. we’re making our own way to settle things. Because despite of how cool my mom is; i dont want to be a complete-version-of-her.  

In this modern world, if I ever gonna be a woman (unless somewhere along the road I decided to go to South Korea and had a plastic surgery, I’d be changing this heaven-hole into dangling balls) I need to be a woman who knows what she wants, knows how to get it, and lastly .. knows how to stay out of trouble.

When I know what I want, how to get it, and faraway from trouble; even if I ended up being a housewife, I’d be a remarkable housewife who knows her way and got it all figure it out. Even if I stayed single, in my late 30s, surrounded by cats, I am still the lady of her own. 

Unlike most soulless ‘so-called-modernized’ women who wander ghastly on bars or clubs drinking their souls out, sure they got a degree, a job but not a career, guilty of every one night stands yet still couldnt figure shits out because freedom wasnt anywhere close to what they expected when they were younger..

they dont even know what they want, nor the way to get it, and they’re friends with trouble. 

that’s not what I want. I am the captain of my soul.

I am rambling

im used to it 

I havent posted in a while, and it’s all because I got sick. AGAIN

yes, I am also surprised that within 28 days another virus could attack my body and turned it into a host. It’s been 3 days, but yesterday was the worst, sore muscles as if I cant move any of my muscles and high fever as if my brain was about to explode.

i spend my days reading Naruto, usually i use to surf the internet when i am sick, but yesterday I couldn’t deal with bright light nor loud noises (which is too bad, i calm myself with music and i couldnt listen to music yesterday because it was too hurtful for my whole body) 

I forgot how much I used to like Naruto, I read it back in 7th grade with different perspective, now that I am all grown up (haha, whoops) I could proudly say that I am very happy to discover my youth self once again through simple manga. :) 

So I am going to talk about Narutooooo! 

well, I found so many discoveries within the book, but Im still too sick to think of sophisticated words in English .. (true dat, when im sick my ability of controlling my broca area *front lobe, controlling our linguistic part*  is lessening) so I won’t talk about my philosophical discoveries within Naruto, instead I am going to talk about my favourite characters! yay! 

favourite male-shinobi 

Yamato 

mastered two elements water and soil and can combine them into wood element (the special kind of element owned originally by Hashirama Senju or the first Hokage) .. I like his appearance, his funny upbringing, and also his ‘terror’ face. He respects the authority, always careful with his decisions, and he’s dependable in every situations.  

favourite female-shinobi 

Tsunade

I never really like medical-nin, but she’s remarkable. my respect towards her grew when she distributed katsuyu (her snail and also her kuchiyose) all over the village and gave all of her chakra to cure everyone (at the end she was badly injured but she made it,but by then i realized why she deserve to be called as a Hokage).. i am always a fan of her super-strength and her boobies.  

I havent posted anything in a while and I lost 2 followers. :’( 

how sad.

Im starting to think that I got sleep apnea (when people sleep more than 9 hours/day; or maybe this is just a withdrawal from the sleepless nights i had before)